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  A spy's life is a lonely one

  by LevelThePlayingField in

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  so i have been awake since about this time in 2013, so about 5 years.

  and the craziest thing about it is that now, no one, and i mean no one know's i am an apostate.

  meaning, that i don't believe the jw minds set/beliefs at all, and no one knows it.

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  if you really must stay in the congregation---have a bit of fun with it. when you answer up in the watchtower study--make a deliberate mistake. nothing really serious--but just enough to get a smile from any others who are also awake.

  awake--? why stay awake--nod off during those looong boring talks. snore. fart.. never wear a suit. nor a tie in the warmer months. sandals even.

  do you still do talks ? plenty of room for errors there.

  never go to assemblies.

  never contribute any money.

  never volunteer for anything.

  regularly miss going to meetings--at the last minute. especially if youre on the programme.

  and as for door knocking.....
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  A spy's life is a lonely one

  by LevelThePlayingField in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  so i have been awake since about this time in 2013, so about 5 years.

  and the craziest thing about it is that now, no one, and i mean no one know's i am an apostate.

  meaning, that i don't believe the jw minds set/beliefs at all, and no one knows it.

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  stan livedeath

  I bet you're not the only pimo in your congregation. Look around in a public talk....see how many have that glazed expression in their eyes. The lights are on..but there's no.one home.
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  Why do ones that got out come back in?

  by moreconfusedthanever in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  i have not been to a meeting for about 2 years now.

  i do not intend to go back but one thing has me baffled.

  why do ones that have faded and been out for years return?

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  Without reading the whole thread..this may have been covered. I knew a few born one that left in their teens..usually because their preferred lifestyle didn't match the cult requirements. ( Smoking..drugs..sex..etc ). When they get older.?married maybe..kids perhaps...then they feel the need to conform.
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  Ryde ( I o Wight UK ) KH now a vets.

  by stan livedeath in

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  Lost and adrift...I've sent you a personal message
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  Ryde ( I o Wight UK ) KH now a vets.

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  I had a couple of door knockers call a few months back..and raised the subject of the sale of their hall. They replied the money is going to be used to build more halls in Africa. I kid you not.
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  Reflecting On The JW Version Of You

  by pale.emperor in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  lately i've been thinking over how far i've come over the last 2.5 years since leaving the cult.

  when i first left i remember not knowing who i really was and what my beliefs and values were.

  previously my values and beliefs were dictated to me the the governing body in watchtower magazines.. i'm politically active, being a member of a political party and i'm even considering running in my local election in a few years.. when it comes to religion, im an atheist who has little time for superstition and "god did it" answers to complex questions.

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  the jw version of me:

  i was a lazy person--no ambition--no drive. spent several years as a pioneer, which brought out the worst in me. i think associating with other dub pioneers just made it all a pointless existence

  as regards marriage--well--yes--it suited me--mainly because it removed the need to chase tail.
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  Ryde ( I o Wight UK ) KH now a vets.

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  three score years and 10

  by stan livedeath in

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  yep--70 today.

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  How is your physical and mental health? Are you still working or retired? Are you active or sedentary? Do you take vacations and enjoy seeing new places? Do you read and associate with people to keep your mind sharp?

  physically--overweight--retired--sedentary--stay at home type.

  my wife is in her 40's..she occupies my time and energy.
  
  
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  three score years and 10

  by stan livedeath in

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  yep--70 today.

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  stan livedeath

  we are hosting a party tonight--got about 20 coming---including my son, daughter in law..her mum--and my grandson---first time they have been to my place.

  Nida insists on cooking. asian fusion menu :

  
  dinak dakan
  spring rolls
  chicken afratida
  shredded beef with mushrooms in black bean sauce
  pork adobo
  king prawns with bell peppers and pinapple in sweet chili sauce
  balti chicken
  chicken noodles
  rainbow fried rice
  fragrant jasmine rice.
  
  so far.
  
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  three score years and 10

  by stan livedeath in

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  yep--70 today.

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  yep--70 today